A New Year.

&& Old Situations.
(they're getting OLD!)

It's 2010.
Everything that I though would go away is happening again.

Resolutions?
Be more like someone else for the sake of actually being the most important for once in my life. Why must I fail so badly at friendships? It's ridiculous.
Okay, so that's not really my resolution, but I wish I didn't have to work so hard for something that should just occur naturally. Why does it take me so much longer that anyone else to establish anything important in life. Then, once I have it, it just gets ripped away. One wrong move, and I feel like I'll lose everything - I'll be put out of the picture forever. I hate this feeling so very much, but I just can't get over it.

I have decided that it is not who I am that holds me back, but rather who I think I am not.

Who I am: Artistic. Creative. Caring. Genuine...
Who I think I am not: Important enough.

Some real resolutions:
•Increase self confidence.
•Exercise regularly.
•Eat healthy (er).
•Stop procrastinating.
•Don't worry; be happy. (:

My Facebook 'About Me' from 2009:
I'm just the skinny girl with the big brown eyes who is easily amused yet hard to please. I laugh at silly movies, && I'm stubborn as a stone. Yea, I criticize my body, worry all the time, && wonder if I'm ready to ever grow up. And, sometimes I'm just too "unique" for my own good. But, then again, life's not about fitting in, it's about standing out.
So, don't ever tell me that I have no life, I do - I just find my own ways to have fun.[[ Drinking is just a lame excuse of a hobby - unless we're talking juice pouches.]] I don't need to follow the crowd to be cool; sorry to disappoint you.
I still color in coloring books; I still play on the playground; I still watch cartoons. My true friends accept me for who I am; they are there when no one else cares, and that's all that really matters ♥

I just took it off; time to change things up, and hopefully change my life around.