Back to School.

And, I won't see you at all.
[[Maybe it's for the best?]]

The thing is, I didn't take the last few months for granted;
I knew at the beginning that it would be an end.
I tried so hard to prepare, but it just wasn't possible.

Maybe I'll find an awesome person in one of my classes this semester.
[[Then again, maybe not; I mean, I never do.]]
I need someone in my life who will love everything about me - someone who will never be embarrassed by me - and treat me how I deserve to be treated all the time, not just once in awhile.

All I know right now is hurt, dissappointment, and fear;
I don't want to put up with it anymore;
I don't deserve to put up with it anymore.

Today at 11:11 I didn't wish for you like I always do.
Chances do run out, eventually... that time is near.

*Disclaimer*
I am so tired right now! So, if nothing makes sense and/or nothing flows, I am not to be held accountable. =] haha.

Also, I am not really a negative Debbie downer on a day-to-day basis. It just so happens that I usually feel the urge to blog more often when I'm in a craptastic mood.

The end.