Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Post Secrets.

At 11:11 I Wish for You.
I always do.

[[Ever noticed that I always
post blogs at the same exact time?
Well, it's just an illusion;
I alter the post time. =P]]

DAMN! It's seriously 11:12 right now.
=[ I missed it!

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Alrighty, let us move on to our topic. Post Secrets.
Ya know, people send in anonymous post cards to this place//company//site//whatever it is and write down their deep dark secrets in creative ways. Yea, that.

I've been reading a lot of them; I find them interesting - yet sometimes sad.

Actually, this blog of mine is a giant Post Secret in itself. I guess I don't have to send any postcards out.

I'm actually in a semi-good mood right now. Probably because I get to hang out with one of my best friends tomorrow. Finally. But, I can tell that all the other emotions are just waiting to come back out when the slightest of something upsets me. That is bound to be soon. Just trust me.

Anyway, I thought it would be fun to watch some Post Secret videos on YouTube and jot down some of the ones that apply to me. Hopefully it doesn't put a damper on my mood.

"There are two kinds of secrets: those we keep from others, and the ones we hide from ourselves."

•I make everyone believe that I like to be different, but really I just don't know how to fit in.
•If you wait too long for the perfect moment, the perfect moment will pass you by.
•I wish I could meet the people who send stuff to Post Secret... a lot of them are just like me.
•We all have secrets.
•Your smile is all it takes for me to smile.
•I wish I could just be myself and not care what everyone else thinks.
•I miss my old friends.
•Sometimes we put up walls not to keep people out but to see who cares enough to knock them down.
•I've always wanted to run through a car wash.
•I wish I knew more gay people.

I'm getting tired. So, that's all for now.

[[Oh, and how did I know I'd be sad soon! Just for not being included in anything lately. =[ It's possible that I could be, but I highly doubt it... ]]

2 comments:

  1. Since I only just found this and saw the last post on silent visitors I thought I'd leave a comment!

    Going to university has lost some of my friends too, the bond we used to share doesn't seem to be here anymore.

    I was one of the quieter ones in the group so often I'd just watch but on a couple of occasions I would be louder and with a select few I just got on with very well.

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  2. Boy do I ever fail at online messaging. Haha. I must have about 36583 emails by now, because I always forget to check those, as well.

    Anyway, [very belated] thanks for commenting! It's nice to know that someone out there has read this.

    Being comfortable enough to show your 100% true self is one of the best feelings in the world. Really. There's a few people in my life who bring that comfort out in me, but I guess I just really envy those who are so loud and carefree around large groups of new people - people who make great frist impressions; I just come across as an extremely shy girl, in most cases, when in reality I talk a lot.

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